I'm at the end of the road.

Every time I ask if we can book things months in advance you say, "I don't want to because I don't know where I'll be in x months." And then you have the nerve to ask me to drop my life at a moments notice to do things that require large sums of money, time off of work and normally months notice. Not everyone works year round to spend their money on whatever they want when they want. You don't have to pay for anything yet you have nothing in savings because you work and then spend entire pay checks on nothingness. I don't understand how you're so blind as to not see what you're doing. Just because it's summer doesn't mean it's "free time". I also take offense that you seem to be under the assumption that you're my number 1 and if you ask the I'll say yes, yet you treat your friends like crap and don't appreciate a thing they do. How hard is it for everyone in that town to understand that???? I have priorities that are more important than "fun" right now and for the next two years, summers included. "Fun" has not been a priority since before August 2010. I don't have time, money or energy to dillydallyshillyshally around like you do. I'm in the process of bettering myself so that I can one day have fun when I want, but now is not that time. Yet you (and your family) have the nerve to say that I'm wasting my time, but at the same time you're complaining about your family's finances and the fact that your parent's don't want to work/barley work. Perhaps this is why I speak to maybe 5 people from that place.

You need to check yourself before I check out.

Insane

The insanity in west point continues:

The only positive thing in these convos
J: So george is going to get his ged through the school and should be done by april.
M: That's awesome what dose he have to take?
J: Like geometry which he is already taking history and biology which he is already taking
M: That's not bad at all. Guess what Thursday is? Amanda's 6 weeks aka job hunting time!!!
J: Lol yea I know her app is that day too I haven't reminded her yet
M: Lol. I might just text her "Haylee's 6 weeks old!!!" Just to see what she says. Is spermdonor still working only weekends?
J: Lol you should it would be funny and yes, but I guess he's going to be back to working all week since it's picking up and his car is fixed [finally] and they want to move back to richmond
M: I wonder how long his car is gonna last.  And they can't afford to move out just yet.  I'm sure he doesn't save any from his checks and she doesn't work.  Maybe if they got a roommate they could, but who would want to move in with them?
J: David.
M: Seriously?
J: No, that was george [immature as ever]. Did I tell you he's using his tax money for a lap top and internet and tv and ash and brendon might but i doubt that too so im sure i will be stuck with them all forever
M: Ahh not surprising and no you didn't I figured he'd want to put it towards building his dream house in new kent or more land.
J: Lol I meant Steven not david i am sure he is saving his money for his dream house
M: Ohhh. Where does he want all that? At your house? That's a waste of a tax return with a kid.
J: Yes at my house and tell me about it but hey I can play mario kart online if amanda and george's dad gets a move on i can play the ps3 online.
M: That would be a bonus, but seriously? why does he need it and he has tv?
J: Exactly amanda said so he can look for a job.
M: Library = free. And so HE can look for a job? What about her?
J: I know tell me about it they both need their heads checked.
M: True that. how are they going to afford an apt if it's only him working? Ughh it's frustrating.
J:  Cause they don't live in the real world that's how lol.
M: Hahahha very true. I mean I'd love to get one, but I'm smart enough to know that I can't afford it right now so dorm for me it is.
J: Lol just like I know I can't afford an apt either  so here I stay in god forsaken west point lol.
M: Blleck money.  Maybe after I graduate.  That'd suck though spending all 4 years in the dorm.
J: Yea it would but you wouldn't have to pay rent.
M: yeah I just have to keep reminding myself that after I graduate I'll be able to. Maybe I can even live by myself.
J: Lol yeah sounds like a plan wish I did.
M: You have a house and you can legally kick out everyone.
J: I know I can the only one I would keep is Haylee
M: Of course.  Or you could make amanda and steven pay rent.
J: Lol yeah right as it is I got to pay them when I need gas money.
M:  It's just an idea.  And I know some of your gas is spent on them.
J: I know it is but steven is buying me bday dinner and he does buy stuff when I ask
M: Well that's good and he's supporting Haylee.  Has amanda applied anywhere?
J: Lmfao you really have to ask that I about fell out of my chair laughing.
M: Hahahhahhahha it was a false hope that she'd want to take care of what's her responsibility.
J: Lol I see this she takes care of haylle so that's something and she cleans the house.
M: Obviously she has to, but she still needs a job.
J: Well I know that girly.

Not writing the second conversation, but...basically long story short Pete's girlfriend is pregnant and he doesn't want it and she won't put it up for adoption because it was "too hard" last time.