Cause when you're afraid you lash out in pain.

I'm going polish crazy right now. I've found discontinued stuff ebay and I might just have to splurge on myself even though I know better. Perhaps I'll just buy the one polish that was actually on my list and be done. I do have a con to go to in Feb. and I need as much money for it as possible. As in my manga list contains 47 books and I know the the super cheap manga people will be there, they're always there. So maybe I shall pass. I can always find the bottle again, but the manga I really wanna complete. Gaaa. Oh and there's MarsCon in January, but I have no plans of buying too much there, it's just fun to be there. That is all thanks for listening. Pandora is being my lover right now playing everything I'm loving and in the mood for. Lots of Fireflight and Plumb I wish Pandora was a real person then I'd be in love (lol jk).